also the psychiatrist seemed confused when I said I was afraid of people without any disabilities. and I keep thinking about that. like that’s why it’s so hard to communicate with them. they’re from a different world. they don’t know the things I know about why certain things aren’t safe. it sounds paranoid and irrational if you don’t have context for it. of course he’d have more context for it if he’d read the things I wrote which he clearly didn’t. but the thing is they don’t get that it’s not just an irrational fear, the world is genuinely dangerous for people like me. and they’re a big part of the danger


























